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Name: Tara
Location: Iowa, United States
Birthday: 4/4/1985
Gender: Female
Interests: General
I love music and movies. I ride horses with my friend April whenever I get a chance. I am also a big mythology fan. Taking a boxing class right now and I'm in a bowling league.
Occupation: Customer service/support
Industry: Entertainment
Message: message me
MSN: meiko252@hotmail.com
Yahoo:  phoenix007
Member Since:
12/31/2005
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| I
am so anxious to get out of Des Moines. I think I am going to go work
at this resort that I found in Utah until I hear back about the cruise
line. I don't hate living here, but there's nothing quite like starting
over fresh. New friends, job, lifestyle, etc. I'm getting a little worn
out here being the one everyone turns to. I split my time between four
different households to make sure I fit everyone in. My dad's, cause he
has the house to himself and he gets really lonely. My mom's,
cause she and my sister want attention(not a bad thing). My cousin
Jamie is really lost right now. I am trying to help her by showing her
that living with the Lord is a lot easier then where she is right
now. And finally, Connie's. My cousins Andy and Scott kinda walk
all over her and she doesn't feel loved and accepted by either them or
our family. Maybe I just need a break. Mainly I'm just running out of
ways to help and that makes me feel horrible. But keeping active , like
with this new boxing class and being in a bowling league helps to keep
my spirits up.
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| Oh my gosh! My mom is such a
dork. She was baby sitting my cousin Launa when I went over to
visit. I was in my sis's bedroom watching a movie when my mom comes in
and yells at me. I have this ringtone on my phone that is a
creepy laugh. I have it for when my cuz Jamie calls. Well a bunch
of Launa's dolls were on top of my purse and when Jamie
called Mom and 2yr old Launa thought that the dolls had come to life.
Launa jumped up on the couch and hid while my mom started picking up
the dolls one by one and throwing them into the toy bin. By the time
she got to the last one it had stoped and she slammed the lid closed
and put it away so that they couldn't get out. Then she heard my phone
beeping, now having a voice- mail, and realized that that was what the
laugh was from. She was so mad, but Katie and I couldn't stop laughing.
It was just too funny. I thought I was the one that got freaked out by
dolls but I guess I got it from somewhere.
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| This week has been a really hard one at work. I love my job, but the people that I work with are making things extremely difficult. People think that once they get out of high school that the drama stops, it doesn't. It just changes. Suddenly you find yourself dealing with new situations. In high school you could just blow it off. But work is a whole other matter. I think that is why I finally put in my apps to the cruise liners. I'm ready to start over somewhere else. I just hope I'm able to leave soon. A cruise line isn't where I want to be for the rest of my life, but it'll be so much fun to get out and see the world before I get to old or settled. Eventually though, I want to come back here and build my own house and start up a music store. We'll see how that works out.
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| Okay,
I just sent in my application to 4 different cruise liners. I still
need to go and get my child development degree in order to get the
youth coordinator job that I want but I can start out as a hostess or
crew. I can get my degree online and take the tests when I get into
port in between contracts. I'm so nervous. I don't know if it is
something that I can actually go through with. I have always lived
close to home. I have a huge family and am very dependant on them. But
I think that if I am going to get out there and see the world, it needs
to be done while I am still young. I don't want to be with a cruise
liner forever so once I'm done with that I'll come back here and take a
few business classes and try to get on at the County. Well, fingers
crossed that I hear something in the next month.
~Bye for now~
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| Okay,
I have been friends with Brad for around 7 yrs. I just met his new g/f
for the first time the other day. I can tell that her and I are going
to have problems. She is the one that punched the whole in the wall at
Brad's house on New Years. She is completely psychotic. When I
gave Brad a hug the other night before I left she totally freaked out
and started accusing him of cheating on her. So I took her aside and
tried telling her that we have been friends for a long time and nothing
even remotely romantic has ever happened between us, that we were just
good friends. If something was going to happen, it would have a long
time ago. Oh my goodness, this girl started to yell at me and say that
she didn't think all I wanted was friendship. For those of you that
know me, you'll know I didn't take that to well.
So I told her that she needed to calm down and that I was being honest.
If she didn't like it, well to bad. Then I left not to long after that.
Brad is my friend and that is not going to change because some skinny
little nerd girl doesn't like it. So I'm not sure if I should say
something to him, or just give her a wide berth so that neither of us
does or says something that we'll regret.
TTYL
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